I don't wanna be thinking about it or dreaming it, I wanna be living it. Living in this present all of the time, living in love, living in peace and harmony, living all of my dreams not just dreaming them. I was living them, I think I feel asleep and starting dreaming again, daydreaming like so many others. Processing thoughts amidst other shuffles of the day is not healthy, many consider it "normal", NORMAL KILLS, normal is what many are, many are dying, dying of age, of unenlightened wisdom, dying of knowledge, someone once said wisdom is nothing without knowledge, I think of it as vice versa as well! No one ever dies, I will  never die, ever, I will not be hurt physically, emotionally, in any way, I can only cause pain to myself and that is by allowing myself to be weak. By not caring for myself, not caring about my health, about my self, this may sound and come off as egotistical or self-righteous or even elitist, nothing matters more than oneself, it is how we came, it is how we leave, there is no denying that, it is not my opinion, it is self-evident and it holds truth.