Technology disadvancement

We are filled with horrible radiation! We sleep with our phones by our side instead of someone we love! We sleep with radiation next to us for 8 hours. We work for 8 hours with our phones on us, hurting our bodies with radiation. I love myself, respect myself, and take care of myself so much that I will stop using technology so much. I am indefinitely letting go of my phone. It will not be on me anymore. Every generation may make it seem as if we are advancing with technology when in fact if we cannot cure cancer or aids with it but yet we are creating cancer with technology it is contradiction. I am leaving this materialized world and materializing my own world.
I will materialize and bring into existence true beauty, true love, respect, trust. We have been deceived far too long. Our illusions of things we need are very well controlled by those in power as well as our illusions of who we are, of true beauty. If the sun doesn't shine, we create lights, strong, white, blinding lights! ughhh they are hurtful. Some people who are really beautiful are also sensitive to lighting because if it is not real it hurts, this should be true for everyone.
Everyone deserves what everyone else is getting: only good, no bad, no harm, no evil, no pain. We should excite each other, care for each other, love each other, respect each other. We must teach each other and share with each other only the truth, only honesty, tell each other they are beautiful. We instead revel in our materials, our cars, our clothes, our make-up, our houses, our spaces, our fakeness. I will not ever stop loving, I will never stop caring. I will do all of this and I promise this to myself!