One way or another...

I think I will come back from my time in Hawaii and if I do or when I do I am not sure which way I will make my way back to the East coast. I will land in California but from there I am not sure if I should bike all the way back here (with friends hopefully) or if I should look to join a music catering group. I was once invited to join a music catering group but I was committed to my relationship and wasn't sure if this was the best thing for it. There's more than one way to travel this land.
On the one hand, I might have the chance to bike back here with friends. If they do not want to bike with me, I will consider biking back here on my own. On the other hand, I will have the opportunity to possible grow within the field that I am here to succeed in, the music business. Catering is an all-day job! I did it before and it can be a burner but then again if I can make it all the way to the East coast working my way through each city and state, I will again have done it on my own terms.
In any case, I want to have my confidence grow, my strength to be tested, my focus to remain determined, I want to meet many others, establish myself more in this industry, learn about it, learn about the world. There is never an end to learning, for me at least. I have learned so much about certain people that I love them more, I have learned so much about myself that I love myself more, I have learned so much about this world that I love it so much more. This upcoming experience is something everyone should do at some point. Break out of the norm, stop and drop everything, follow your heart and live!