Back again

I haven't really written on here in a while. I've been in the middle of a few important things going on. One thing that I did do the other day and that I wrote down in my journal was shut down my Facebook account. The effects of doing that so far have already been tremendous. That morning I woke up to lyrics I had on the tip of my tongue and I can never find that ease!!!
The first words that I needed to write down were "Because it's you on my mind" I wasn't sure where to go with it but I knew why I had written it down so the next thing I wrote was "tearing all that's wrong". There is a lot more to it but I will have to keep that aside for now. Now, I have 2 written songs! I really am happy but I need to feel satisfied by making these songs into music with my guitar.
I share a big part of myself on here in an effort to release feelings, thoughts, emotions, energy, basically a lot of me and do it all constructively so everything comes out, maybe not the right way but it comes out nevertheless.
Another thing I have been doing is reading and going through the listings of Organic farms in Maui, Hawaii that I wish to be a volunteer on. I will leave for Hawaii soon, maybe as soon as I have the money, I'm sure how long I will be there but I know my heart too well to let those who I love feel disconnected and missing me too much, and I know myself very well so I will know when I am fulfilled and ready. So far, I have written to one farm, I will write to another one today hopefully.
I feel Hawaii is my getaway and if I can do a getaway on my terms and enjoy my time there then I will find a way to do it. There is no doubt I love Massachusetts and I will start my business here but everyone, every single person must give themselves the craziness that is learning and traveling on your own.